Wednesday, December 06, 2006



Why do we hide so much from each other?

We must be more honest, and we must have more emotional integrity, as my friend Thishi says. Poems, even works of non-fiction, too often obscure what people should be saying outright.

America has serious problems. Vietnam created a large group of homeless, sad people in our cities and now we are making a similar mistake with Iraq. Not to mention the fact that we are polluting the world far too much (stemming from our over-eating and wreckless energy abuse).

I wrote a whole year of blog entries on my time in Japan and, more often than not, did not write about what was really on my mind. Instead, I channeled those thoughts into much more abstract pieces.

I am going to work on being more honest with myself, and to other people, even if it hurts to do so. Being honest means more than you might realize.

2 comments:

Diana Golikova said...

You are reading my thoughts, Ted. I’m thinking now of creating a blog ‘anonymous’ for this purpose. Just a by the way question: do you have a mailing address? What is it?

JesusCambridgeDoc said...

hey man, I feel honoured to have been mentioned in your blog.
as for being honest, admitting you have to be honest is just the beginning of the journey. and a neverending one too!
beware those people who pride themselves on their honesty. it's like people who pride themselves on their humility- its total bs.
just keep fighting those demons everyday, and watch the sparks fly!